| I saw u todai and u dun even give me a damn... Hellooo ...but aniwayz bet dat u datin wit her forgot about me ..lol..could think that meh fault cuz I just let u slipped away ....but nice that at least I still c ya ...u knoe how much I miss u Irving , I been thinkin that I made a right decisions ....cuz with u confessed dat i felt so happy but I cant stand da pressure u been puttin on me ...sorry if u read this but I have to say so anyway.... u cant blame all on me , at da day dat u told me dat we'll goin to c movie but I been waiitin 4 u like 3 hours still couldnt reach to u ..where were u been ...?? I was wondering . but when I found out u just stayed at home and chattin ... all u told me thta u forgot ..lol..I fell into pieces ...and now I knew y ....but it'z over ...hard 4 me to let meh feelin show , but aniway ...I dun feelin gud |
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| this z not meh day... just want to be lonely and I don't need nobody to conrol me I'm so so tired of all the pressure on me.... but what am I going to do??? I'm so confused I just seem like can't let you go Irvin ohh godddd nah ... sometimes I just don't kno but I got to make it all claer at this point.... I guess i got to be all alone .. I'm confused about this thing I have for u so it makes me a little crazy...lol I want to be on my own but then I want u to be here wit me u make me feel good but sometime I'd rather be all alone I know it's wrong for me to say and think like dat .... I don't want to see you with nobody else but me so what am I supposed to do?????? When I'm so ashamed cuz I may want to be alone just like I was yesterday ,u need to take it all for real and not for fun even though I'm getting tired of these indecisions.... cuz I don't really know what I want to choose, one day I want you here but next don't bother me...people might think i'm crazy but yeah now i am about to go crazy cuz of Irving
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| yweahhhhhhhhhhhh....finally I got meh driver lisence...hihihihihi..Such meh happy dayy...wow
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| sigh meh summer come to an end so fast...i never thought 2 step back skool but tomorrow will be meh first day..wonder how meh year goin ..hopefully god bring me some luck cuz meh last year...hihihihihihi...dun really want to happy b ut now i do ..just got meh ADAPT certificate yesterday and i plan on tuesday to finish meh driver test...i feel so damn free ...finnally ...i found a new job at apharetta so i'll work onl weekend but just for a few months meh dad will introduce me to work at show room thatz da reason now i learn how to use the sofware...i cant wait animore cuz i hate to do nails ...i want to make better money ...hihihihiihihih...well nothing more to sai
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